Greetings,
If you came to this page, I want you to know that I admire your curiosity to explore this site further.
I guess I will tell you about me really to connect us further.
If you didn't know this already I am in fact a female.
My name is an anagram for the words Elysium and Suffering, I'm sure you'll be able to figure out what I mean by those statements. And I do work with anagrams a lot.
My passion is writing, it always has been, and I've always aspired to become an author.
When this page was set up I was 15 years old, and was 4ft 11 - I'm pretty short.
I was born and bred in England.
I've always wanted 5 children.
I've always loved the colour black.
I'm not a big fan of technology, and I don't watch TV much.
My favourite subject in school was Pshychology, Philosophy, Sociology, Anthropology and Religious Education.
I'm a victim of abuse.
I don't speak to anyone in my family except from my biological grandad on my moms side, and his wife (my unbiological grandma).
I've always loved the film Hachi.
I love animals.
My favourite song is 'I Won't Give Up' - Jason Mraz.
My wedding finger is double jointed on both hands, my left thumb is double jointed, and I have extra bones in my ankles,
I fall over a lot because of the extra bones in my ankles, making the bones lock - it hurts.
I love swimming, writing, singing, walks alone, playing cards, playing music, working on this site, writing my books, watching youtube videos - my favourite is Onision, and watching crime documentaries.
I have self harm scars on my legs and arms.
I've always thought I'd die by getting run over, or by ink poisining.
I want around 30 tattoo's.
I don't have an editor for my books, and I don't want to.
My room is always a mess.
I love books, and I mean I love books... but I never end up buying all the ones I want or even reading them.
I have omphalophobia, tomophobia and abodyemigphobia.
I talk for ages, and type a lot. It can get quite annoying.
All I've ever wanted in my life is true love, do I have it? I'll never tell...
I like learning.
I have mostly boys as friends.
I speak english, french and I am learning latin. I can't write in french or latin though.
I am an Agnothdiest, it is word I have made up mixing the definitions of Agnostic, Athiest and Diest together, but I was Roman Catholic, then Christian, then Agnostic, and at one point I considered Islam.
Agnothdiest - I do not believe in God at all, but I believe in the possibility of a God (though one with no connections to religion).
I like apple devices.
I'm very resilient, reliable and strong.
I've been bullied.
I'm pescetarian.
In my spare time I sleep, speak to my friends, work on my writing ; such as my books and this website, I eat, I try to learn more ; watching factual or opinionated video's on youtube, and watch films.
My talent is either my double-jointedness, or the fact that I can write a song or poem really, really, really quickly.
I'm optimistic and opinionated.
My lucky number is 7.
I'm superstitious.
I belive in fate, but I believe we create our own destiny.
I've travelled abroad.
I'm quite intelligent.
I still occasionally suck my thumb and I sleep with a blanket I've had near enough my whole life.
I love teddy bears.
My worst fear is to suffer again...
I have 2 piercings in my ear.
I'm a sucker for romantic shit.
I swear.
I cannot kart wheel, but I used to be able to handstand really good.
I wear glasses for some reason, because I'm slightly short-sighted in my right eye (only slightly), and ever since I wore glasses when I was 15 my eyes feel like they are getting worse and if they hurt I have to put my glasses on.
I have naturally light strawberry blonde hair and hazel eyes.
I have attempted suicide about 5 times when I was 13.
I like oreo's and milk.
I'm a saddo and I cry at anything. I'm emotional.
I'm human.
To the world I am just a girl, to you I am the truth.
But now you also know me for me.