‘Notice Me’ – Gunfires Emulsify
You let me down,
But, I know that you’ll say “It’s alright…
…I’m busy, you know this by now.”
And I know you’ll say “You did try!”
But, I’m still unhappy how?
I got told to do that simple rule.
I did it, what else can I give?
And I’ve tried, but I was denied so many times.
Do I even deserve to live?
I really wanted to speak to you,
I’ve been through a lot again,
Needed someone to say what’s on my mind,
Try to release the pain.
You wonder why I walk out of class.
You wonder why I intervene.
You wonder why I always cry…
At times I’m not supposed to be;
well it’s the only way you’ll notice me.
-“I can’t cope!”
+“You always say that…”
-“I don’t know!”
+“You always say that…”
+“Its how they behave…”
-“You just don’t get it!”
+“It’s in their nature…”
-“You just don’t get it”
-“They’ll never change!”
+”Just make them, try…”
-“Sigh!”
+”Its just their game…”
-“I can’t handle!”
+”Lie…”
-“Sigh!”
You try to smile
But, I know that that’s hard for you…
…Try doing it, it may take a while.
That’s if you even know what to do!
But, I know you’re just vile.
How could you not know?
Maybe try stop being mean,
No more lies, cries and maybe even try…
…To change your personality.
I guess I care,
you do deserve better.
It could even be easy,
write everybody you’ve wronged a letter.
Then no-one will ever walk out of class.
They won’t even intervene.
They will stop and won’t always cry
At times they used to be,
they won’t say “that’s the only way you’ll notice me”
